Today, i really feel damn foul mood cos my home that damn tortoise keep scold me, hate me, complaint about me. I am upset, and run to supermarket and bought 2 cans or bet er and packet of cigarrette. This is also the first time i openly "smoke" infront of my mum. Though i have been smoking occassionally for almost 2 yrs. I really going to break down soon. I feel that most of the things happended to me does not go and come smoothly. I am really down in the luck. Firstly, $$$ is something that make me headache. I hope to find a permanent and stable job. But yet, can't find the right one. Anyway, i am also not in the right mood & condition...
Second, I really have no confidence in my relationship. We are very find but i am worried i can't find a job when i move to aussie. I am also worried my life there. I do not want to ask every single cents. I want to be financially independent. Initially i was thinking that tortoise can help me a bit with my finance. But now i am not so optimistic.
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