星期二，2008年2月5日，晴，晚上10点41分

It is rare since i join this company, i can update my blog this hour. why? bcos mostly i am still staying in the office. Most of the time i will leave ard 7pm, but come to month end... i will burn midnight oil and this nearly take my life away. This is not jokes or exagerrate.

Yesterday morning i tendered my resignation, bcos i know physically and mentally exhausted me. Though the pay is pretty attractive but i am just a worker not a slave and i also do not sell myself to company. I know if i collapse, company (in singapore) will not liable for that. Even it is escalate to MOM, still no point, cos company have thousand excuses. The thing that really damn pissed me off was that my boss and client attitute. Though i am paid every month but i have dignity and also i hate not being appreciated.

In my previous job, my ex-boss, JC and CW appreaciate and acknowledge me but in this co, the F???ing SYM, nv appreciate me. May be majority of bosses are like that. Always know how to talk and word come out from mouth w/o go thru brain.

I think i have overloaded portfolio but to my F???ing boss, is not. Talk easier than done.

Last night, or i shld say this morning, i reach home 2am++. I work from 9am to nearly 2am. I reach home, i got difficulty in breathing. I have slight asthma but it getting worse trigger from my hectic life. Thinking of go to A&E but too exp. Luckily i still have inhaler with me. Otherwise my life is at stake. Though i am not any big shot but I feel my life is worth than few Ks that i took back every month.

This morning, i went to consult doctor and he told me i need to inhale oxygen mask treatment. After i did that it improve my condition. But since tomorrow is chinese new year eve, most clinics will close for few days. So i still need to stand by with my medicine. The doctor advise me if in emergency i still need to go to A&E. Otherwise if i can catch my breath, that's it man!!

This whole day i am very2 tired but at least feel better cos i have good rest. I know these 2days are crucial becos is the closing dateline. In fact i was sick since few days ago, some feverish. One thing it really pissed me off is my damn F???ing boss, was very2 angry cos i can't finish my job.
Complaint here and dare, since i am resign staff i don't give a damn.

I have long time no long vacation, planning to go Canada F&E but $$$ is main factor.

I hope i will have a good start in coming year...