Will your love get me home?

星期四，2008年1月31日，凌晨12点26分，晴

It is been quite sometimes i guess 2 weeks i never got time to update my blog. Work plus study can really take my life by one day i guess. Especially as a accountant. Does anyone think is glamorous job to work in CBD as OL. I feel i am like rubbish bin more than accountant. Everyday i can't eat, sleep well. I need to drag my body to work with kind of no interest at all. Sure people will ask, then change the job. I stay for the sake of $$$. I am not materialistic, i am practical. If you ask me bread or love. I will chose bread cos i will hungry but love cant make my stomach full. Think of few years back, just graduated from uni, i got so much thing to achive. Now no more this enthusiastic, just i need cash to feed myself. As i said few years back i plan so many things. I plan to get married at age of 27 and have baby by 30 (which is almost) but may be my fate not reach yet, it end. I dun know if i shld believe in fate. How many million people in this world, hardly for me to believe that i can't find even one right one? Then i got nothing to say.

Finally my term 3A has come to the end by this weekend and it is exam time again. Either kill me or let me pass. Really worried i can't pass my 2 subjects cos i have withdrawl one which i am sure 99.99% will fail. Also finally tonight i have completed my legal assignment. Just hope a pass, nv greedy abt grade but $$$ YES.

I guess from tomorrow onward till CNY eve, me will be busy like mad woman with my closing and auditor. Aaaaaargh!!!! I cant stand it. I think i need recuperate, may be when i got enough savings :)
I will.

How will be my fate on next year (rat)? Especially in romance??? Who can give me accurate answer i buy u 'buddha jump wall" meal. I met a guy from my night class. Consider eligible. Few of my friend and classmate felt he interested with me, but i am 300% not sure. I do not want to embarrased myself. I told myself may be he is just a friendly guy?

Sigh relationship always crake my head, even more difficult to handle then my work. Better stop thinking and go and sleep.