When i woke up this morning, i received a good news. My poly friend (Mei) has delivered a baby boy Kieren, guess is early morning (past midnight). Haha, i guess this baby boy does not want to arrived on date 13 cos may he also pantang??? This evening, few of my friends going to visit her at Thomson Medical Centre ward 306 but too bad i can't make it. I have class to attend. I really feel for her. Even i can't go i do chip a share in to buy some gift for our new mummy.
So envy seeing my friend has got her own baby, but it might be a nightmare as well. Having a baby means you got more responsibility and less freedom. Especially the first 2 years is the most difficult time to manage. But of course you do enjoy the happiness of being mummy. Last time, older people said 养儿防老。Nowaday more likely is 养儿烦恼. Everything is expensive and how much time and effort to nurture a child? Think of that my envy become fear.
For this month till next month 13th, i don not have any mood to do anything. Anything i listen and see can never be digested. My brain is more of fears and stress. My exam is less than 1 month time and i haven't even prepared. Fear because one of the subject is retake and i die die have to pass, but yet I failed quite badly for the 35% mid-term test. How can no fears and stress.
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