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Study, study and study!

Do you think study will increase your knowledge. Generally yes. But I am someone who hate study a lot. People has been wondering, why you still studying your postgraduate course. I also not sure the answer. I can only said is related to promotion and increment. I need a proper accounting certificate, that's why i choose this course. Ironically, i hate accounting job the most but why am i into this line? God knows.

One thing i can be very sure the more i study the more stupid and crazy i become. Today i plan to revise my statistics exam. Yet, guess what i do? Sleeping and watching DVD.
Usually my brain starts function at night but may be due to the age, now day or night just can't function, also not in the mood.

I really feel to withdraw from my current course. Many of my friends and classmates told me, you can do it. But be frank, who knows better than myself? I know many of my classmates also working class and they are much more than me. But each one ability is different. If everyone can be professional, got PhD, who are going to be the cleaner than? Do you think the cleaners are their ambitions?

Not until last breath i do not know if i will get my CPA. I salute to my late grandfather who got his medical degree at age of 60. My uncle got his PhD at the age of 50over. I hope i can inherit their genes, but i am wondering if i am still survive by the time i am 60?