It is been such a long time that i did not update my blog. Very super busy. Just join a new company, many things need to pick up and find my own way to survive. It is not the kind of job i really like but for the sake of $ my new co willing to pay, no choice. Somemore i am on the learning curve.
I went for few days vacation and now come bag is really shaggy... Busy with my study becos i too greedy took 3 subject but now like mad woman, plus my work come to year end closing.
Most of the days i home ard 9 or 10. I am really exhausted. I wish i can retire but i guess my saving just can last me for 2 mth the most. Am i too ambitious or is because the society is too competitive. I hope someone can lend me the shoulder to lean. I got so many thgs to do, super stress, can someone help me. I am not happy bcos i feel my life is sucks....
But many people does not have what i have how come they can feel happy 365 days and why i can't? All the assignment and test are waiting for me, i wish i can have 10 pairs of hands and 5 brain to use.
Yesterday when i am doing OT in my office, my friend msn said one of the singaporean comedian passed away at the age 40. There are up and down in life, and everyone will always pass this journey to heaven, just the matter of time. Sometimes i am thinking when is my turn. Not i am pessimistic but it is fact. So what if i have got all the things i want, can i bring along on my jouney to heaven. That's why many people told me be happier and do not expect too much from my own, just be contented. I am vexed. I have seen many people in good health condition just leave this world in a minute. Some baby can't even survive after they come to this world. Now i can still write my blog here and enjoy what i have (though i went a tough way) but God has been nice to me. I have earned 30 yrs of life as compare to those never see what this world look like?
But anyway i know this year (2008) will be very busy and tiring year for me. Perhaps many changes will take place also. I will nver look back on the past anymore and make myself miserable and sad. I want to achieve more in this year. I hope my new year resolutions can be fulfilled (just a few not so greedy). Good nite...
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