Friday, July 27, 2007

星期五,2007年7月27日,雨

今天的心情就跟今天的天气一样。
昨天拿了一天的病假,今天事事不顺利!

Today is really not my day, man!!!
First come in to office the conference was change and i have to rush the agenda to be sent out. During the call it was not so smoothly as seems like i was being point out not bring up the re-solve problem again. Well, i have my points that why the issues c/f is again being discuss. Somehow some people not too happy with this. I am doing favour and asking on behalf of others, and yet i become to noisy. I guess i should not being involve too much on personal favour during work.

When come to favour... means i am willingly to help someone to do something. Yet today i am not so willing to do someone a favour. May be due to my past bad experience and stereotype, i felt and do not like that people from 'a country'. As this may involve politics or discrimination, i better not said it out. But i do not think i am the only one feel this way. 2 of my colleagues need me to help them to buy lunch yet another unappreciative person want me to buy food as what she would like to eat. It is raining, and i am not going to do that. The 2 colleagues are close to me but not the other one. The thing i was being offended that i was paid with 50centsx5 for her meal. I am not the hawker and when people do you a favour do not then take thing for granted. This is the first and also last time. Thats it.

Thought that came back from lunch, i can have a peaceful afternoon for this weekend. Yet colleague from another country buzz me to solve some issue. Again i got headache. I need SOS from my superior on how to solve the dispute. As it is a complicated issues, it took quite sometimes to conclude. Luckily got JC around. In fact billing is not as simple as what people see and think. I can not imagine how will be the days w/o JC. Now i begin to doubt if i can lead a team.Although my bosses, colleagues and even friends all have confidence with me and think i can do it but i still feel no much confidence on myself.

I met up with my ex-colleagues from UOB for happy hour and dining. It was quite a interesting chat. As one of them is a pure vegetarian, so we all go for Vegetarian food. This time we tried on western vegetarian. Not bad. In fact i prefer the old stall but it has been closed down. I think i am too long did not go to Suntec, seems like many changes and i am bit outdated. Mon till Fri mostly go home after work and only Sat i will hang around Orchard for the afternoon.

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