窗外阴天了,音乐低声了, 我的心开始想你了,灯光也暗了,音乐低声了,口中的棉花糖也融化了.
窗外阴天了,人是无聊了,我的心开始想你了,电话响起了,你要说话了, 还以为你心里对我又想念了.怎么你声音变得冷淡了,是你变了, 是你变了, 灯光熄灭了, 音乐静止了,滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了,人是不快乐,我的心真的受伤了.
I find the lyrics of this song is good to describe my feeling now [我真的受伤了]. BUT it is not because i failed in relationship but I FAILED badly in my exam. Suprisingly one of the subject (Accounting Info System) i failed by 3 marks. I nearly black out, because i was confident i know how to do the final exam and one of my assignment i even score 14.5/15. Why? It is hard for me to accept. Another subject i have mentally prepared to fail but never expected to fail till no face to see people. I think i dare not tell people i am an accountant. My heart is very pain now, cos i really did put in effort in revision. A month before my exam, i never step out from my house except lunch/dinner. I am devasted. I know this is a fact, i have to accept it, but i really do not understand that how come just give more 3 marks? Is it that how private school want to make more $? Now i really can't stand my school. School has increase by 7% and no handouts are given. We have to print online. This evening i still have audit class and taxation class for the next 3 days. I will still continue this semester but i enrol and i want to learn it for my own knowledge. But after this sem, i think i will either deferred or quit. Becos i feel what i have put in is not reciprocate. Both my physical, mental & financial are exhausted now.
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